Just finished reading Hal Moores book: We Were Soldiers
Once...and Young. I'd first heard of the battle in the Ia Drang
Valley, the "made for the public" version prior to going to
Viet Nam. After reading this work, by the men who lived through it I
wonder if I really have the right to call myself a Viet Nam veteran?
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They say that too much of a good thing is still too
much. Well too much of the "dittys" is in no way a good thing!
Jimmy and I had volunteered for Viet Nam expecting to fight. Over the
first few months in country we had "1049d" every chance we
got. I recall that we volunteered to become guards on convoys, gunners
on helicopters...you name it we tried to get in on it. Essentially we
spent a considerable amount of time spinning our wheels and months later
still found ourselves at Phu Bai. Jimmy was finally able to wrangle
a move to a radio direction finding (RDF) outfit.
RDF is a means of locating a radio transmitter. The RDF operator
uses a directional antenna and equipment capable of measuring the
strength of the received signal. When the signal is at it's strongest,
the antenna is pointed directly at the target radio. The operator
knows that the transmitter is along that compass bearing. This is
called a "line bearing", actually not much good as that
radio could be anywhere from 10 feet to 10,000 miles along that line!
However, if three or more RDF operators work a station at the same
time, each obtaining a unique line bearing to the target the location
can be plotted on a map. The individual line bearings cross at the
transmitter's location. Placing the RDF op and his equipment on a
helicopter made him even more effective.
I don't remember why I didn't follow Jimmy at that point.
I did find a home as a perimeter guard. It wasn't what I wanted but
it was considerably closer to the action than sitting at my radio had
been.
The compound where we worked had it's own perimeter
defenses. Again, this was an old French base, arranged in the shape
of a many pointed star. Each point of the star was connected by a trench
to a series of "star-bunkers." The bunkers were newer, constructed
of 6", steel-reinforced concrete and had both observation and firing
levels. The trenches were about shoulder high for me with sides lined
by woven matts which kept the dirt from falling in. The trenchline snaked
around the compound, angled every few meters so that inhabitants in
one section would not be injured from an explosion in an adjacent section.
I destroyed all my slides years ago, however, there are some images
here.
I spent alittle time on the compound's perimeter but
quickly moved to a section of the outer perimeter. The image at the
link above, entitled "Phu Bai Perimeter, 1969" will give you
an idea of what these bunkers looked like. Can you say "shovel
sand?" The bunkers sat on a high berm, looking out on an open field.
To the side of each bunker was a gun pit where the M-60
machine gun lived. The bunker was a big, very visible target. Placing
the gun in the pit moved it a short distance away and allowed a better
field of fire. The bunker was a great place to hide, but not such a
great place to fight from.
The bunker was essentially a small shelter with firing
port to the front. On top was a sandbagged area for a guard to sit and
observe the area in front. We piled row after row of sandbags in front
and to the sides. They would stop small arms but we were more concerned
with hits from a rocket
propelled grenade (RPG) So we really loaded on the sandbags. Eventually
a steel fence was placed on the most likely approaches. The hope was
that the fence would detonate the RPG before it hit the bunker.
Down the berm in front of the bunker were rows of barbed
wire called "concertina wire." These are essentially interlocking
rolls of barbed wire. To their front was single stranded wire, secured
at about ankle height and given the name "tangle-foot" wire.
Barbed wire is not going to stop an attack; it can be blown, cut or
bridged. What it does do is to slow the attacker down or push him into
a desired space. Either of these strategies makes him a better target
for your M60 or rifle. To make life more interesting for unwanted visitors
the wire contains noise makers, illumination devices or various types
of anti-personal mines.
During my tour we had 3 men to each bunker. One man
on guard on top, a second in the gun pit and the last man in the bunker
itself. Depending on the level of alert, only the man on the bunker
had to stay awake. In the pit, I slept with a 6" fighting knife
lodged in a sandbag beside me.
We usually pulled 4 hours shifts as I remember. You
quickly learned not to focus on any given point at night. If you did
you would soon be certain something was moving out there. The best strategy
was to defocus your eyes and just scan, watching for any sign of movment.
I took the job very seriously. I had heard that someone from our unit,
at another location, had gone to sleep on guard duty. As the story went,
Viet Cong sappers crawled past him to kill a large number of the people
he was supposed to be guarding with satchel charges. My biggest fear
was that someone would somehow get behind me and slit my throat. What
frightened me the most was that I would die without being able to sound
the alarm. So, for my four hours I sat with a round chambered, the safety
off and my finger on the trigger. I hoped that I would, by reflex, be
able to get off one round to alert others.
As the weeks went by I was moved into the commanders
bunker, to operate his radios. One of my jobs each night was to periodically
inspect the bunkers.
Here I encountered the origin of my anger towards
the men I served with. I do not believe I ever inspected the line
without finding at least one bunker with all inhabitants asleep. More
often than not most of the bunkers were asleep. I didn't feel 4 hours
was too long to ask a man to remain awake, particularly when so many
lives could depend on him. Maybe I was a fool, maybe we were never
in any danger. I guess I really don't care. We had a job to do, to
protect the men and women who slept within the perimenter. To many
of those soldiers the whole thing was a joke. To me it was not. Not
then, not now.
Some nights the radio would carry the warning that something
was out there, moving our way. Whatever or whoever it was, our section
of the perimeter was never hit. But they were nights full of fear, the
taste of fear... and not but a small amount of bargining with your God.